What Is This Feeling?

What is this feeling?

Is it one of regret or solitude?

Is it one of negligence or ineptitude?

Why am iOccasionally turned off when this feeling comes on?

Why does it make me remember my weaknesses one by one?

What is this feeling?

Is it an attribute of my personality?

Isn't it an excess of sobriety?

Why do iForget life's worth at it's feet?

Why do iNeglect, in it's presence, my applaudable feats?

What is this feeling?

Is it really avoidable?

Is it a declivity of Everything iAm and a reminder of Everything iCan't undo?

Why does it make me appear as a Cadaver?

Why do iHear, even in the midst of love, its whispers?

What is this feeling?

Whatever this feeling iFeel is

iWouldn't breath in the air it brings.

iWouldn't allow my sporadic throwbacks deny me of my bliss.

Yes, iMay skip a heartbeat

And stumble while iTry to kill the numbness of my feet.

But as long as my lung ventilates, i'll breathe.

And as long as iCan see the sunrise in a new day, i'll subsist.

It's just a very minute facet of my story.

In other words, to Hell with this feeling.

Tobi Nifesi.